Anxious

I feel ancy right now.  I'd like to think it is because I don't want to do my homework, but I think it is deeper than that.  There is a chance I could be pregnant.  I have been having some pelvic/ovary pain for the last few days.  I looked up my symptoms online and it says it could be ovarian cysts.  That freaks me out.  It could just be a UTI because I have been drinking a ton of water lately.  I think I'm going to make an appointment with my OB/GYN this week to find out.

I took a pregnancy test today.  Two actually.  I took them 6 days before my period is expected, so I know they wouldn't show up positive even if I was.  I just realized I would be kind of sad if I wasn't.  I've had months where I thought I was before, but I was okay with not being pregnant.  I think I will be sad if I'm not.  But there is always next month if I'm not.  I will go to my OB/GYN this week and get a urine test, a pregnancy test, and get them to check for ovarian cysts.  Maybe the pain is normal; I'm not sure.  Maybe I'm just paranoid and notice things more than usual.  Time will tell!