I'm not pregnant. I'm a lot less upset than I thought I would be. I think it's because I already got upset way back in the process when I didn't feel pregnant. I did have symptoms in the past 2 weeks-- nausea, cramping, headaches, fatigue. But it may have just been my hypersensitivity to my body because of TTC. AF hasn't come yet (today is the day I'm supposed to start), but I just took another pregnancy test and it was negative. I am spotting off and on and have been for the last 5 days.
Our original goal was to stop trying if it didn't work this month until November/December. I was talking to my hubby about when we would be due if we did get pregnant towards the end of the year, and he said "Why don't we just try again next month?" I thought he didn't want me to be newly pregnant on our vacation in November! But he says he is up to trying again next month.
It has been SO up and down these past 2 weeks. I'm not sure I am up for the emotional rollercoaster of trying to conceive....again. I'll be praying and thinking about it the next week or so and will make a decision. I think I will try to use the ovulation tests so it's not as much trying aimlessly, but more focused trying.
I'll keep my zero followers updated as to what we decide!
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